Sometimes its ok to search…. and come up empty. I think this is a big part of the creative process that every landscape photographer has to deal with.
It happens all of the time. I double-check all of my gear and load it all into the backpack and head out in search of my “Mona Lisa”
Sometimes the images just come to me. The shot I want is right in front of me, rays of light pointing to it… neon arrows lighting the path….
Then there are days like today. I loaded up the cameras into the car and headed out to run a few errands, keeping an eye on a magnificent thunderhead that was billowing ominously over the deserts to the east of San Diego County. I headed into the foothills, looking for an interesting foreground to place in front of the magnificent thunderhead…. that foreground never appeared. I saw some images that would make a decent picture, but there was always something wrong with it. It was never quite right.
So I kept searching…. and searching… and searching… and didn’t make a single image.

on the road... searching for the next image
Did I waste my time? Did I fail? HECK NO!
We’ll just call this a ‘RECON MISSION’!
Of course I was making mental notes as I went along and taking pics with my cell phone camera so I can add them to my file of places to return to when the conditions are better. I stopped in numerous locations to study the landscape and try to imagine conditions that would suit the situation.
Some of these ‘RECON MISSIONS” have resulted in some amazing memories and some great networking, even if they don’t result in photos immediately. On one unsuccessful ‘search’ near Bridalveil Creek in Yosemite, I startled a pair of cubs and end up getting chased by a very angry momma bear. I’ve met some amazing people while out on my search and have seen some amazing sights that only exist in my memory.
Why didn’t I just take the picture? Flaws. Not that any image will ever be perfect, but there are countless ‘flaws’ in a scene that will cause me to walk past. It can be anything from power lines to contrast issues. It could be because I’ve already photographed it or something similar and I don’t think it will be an improvement over what I have already seen. Maybe I’ve seen a a similar scene from another photographer, and if my version won’t be better… just keep moving.
I would like to think that I am maturing as an artist. My hope is that my experience allows me to pre-determine whether or not a scene in front of me will translate into a successful image. Do I make mistakes? Every time that I go out and photograph. I pass amazing photos without even giving them a second look and I take images that are mediocre at best. Sometimes images in my mind, never translate to what comes out of the camera.
Sometimes it has nothing to do with the scenery. Maybe I’m having a bad day, or have too much ‘other stuff’ on my mind to truly engage in the creative process. There are a lot of things that can interfere, not just what’s in front of you.
Simply look with perceptive eyes at the world about you, and trust to your own reactions and convictions. Ask yourself: “Does this subject move me to feel, think and dream? Can I visualize a print – my own personal statement of what I feel and want to convey – from the subject before me? - Ansel Adams
I guarantee at least one of the places I visited today in my failed search, will end up as a ‘keeper’ in my portfolio. Someday. It might be next month, or ten years from now, but someday I’ll be there when the conditions are perfect and I’ll be ready to go.
So if this happens to you… don’t think of it as a failure, think of it as a “Recon Mission!”
The photos attached here at the bottom are cell phone camera snaps while on my search…..

on the search for my "Mona Lisa"

on the search for my "Mona Lisa"

on the search for my "Mona Lisa"

on the search for my "Mona Lisa"

on the search for my "Mona Lisa"